| Friday, December 29th, 2006 |
| 2:44 pm |
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| Monday, October 2nd, 2006 |
| 10:13 pm |
what's the point?
lately i've been trying understand the appeal of livejournal. i mean personally of course. i just wonder what drew me in and why i continue to check it yet never write in it. i went back and read some entries from this time last year. it's hard to believe how much i've grown. how much i've grown apart from people. how much i've grown towards certain people. and how much things have changed in general. my friends are turning 19 and 20. i myself will be 19, 1 month from today. for all intents and purposes i'm not a teenager any more. as a firm believer in fate, i just tend to look back on those entries and see people's comments and just wonder what's in store for me considering how my life has panned out until now. as for the people i've grown apart with- i'm sorry. in some cases i'm not, but for the most part it's really saddening. then again. how much responsability can i take? just some things to think about. |
| Monday, July 11th, 2005 |
| 11:36 pm |
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| Thursday, June 23rd, 2005 |
| 2:46 am |
its elithtt. fun nite. riek boroke a ftuno. jons hpleing. |
| Tuesday, June 21st, 2005 |
| 12:39 pm |
is anyone on BCCNET here? or rather, does anyone know of anyone who is in need of a house sitter?? please also comment and tell me if you know of someone who is on BCCNET that i can call. thanks so much! |
| Friday, April 15th, 2005 |
| 4:31 pm |
i'm excited like woahhhhhhhhh. |
| Saturday, March 19th, 2005 |
| 8:35 pm |
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| Saturday, March 12th, 2005 |
| 11:13 pm |
i miss an indreadible amount of people. just kinda gives me a feel for how its gonna be once i leave for college. so far, its not feeling so great. i'm sorry to say that a real update would leave me more emotionally drained than i already feel...not quite up for that. i'll end this by saying that i truly and honestly miss over a dozen people right now and that not having them in my life is hurting me. i go on living though, because with out the hurt, what would i have to look forward to? Current Mood:  cold |
| Wednesday, February 23rd, 2005 |
| 6:46 pm |
doesn't it make you sad to know that life is more than just who we are? Current Mood:  i've been annoyed all day... |
| Sunday, February 20th, 2005 |
| 1:15 am |
i guess i'm just sorry for a lot of things. regret doesn't feel so good. i need a pick me up. does anyone have any ecstacy? |
| Monday, February 14th, 2005 |
| 7:33 am |
Reflections much?
i agree with kristina in the sense that today is about reflecting. mainly reflecting on the people whom you have loved in your life and the people that love or loved you. i've had some of the best friendships i think ANYONE could hope for. i'm truly and honestly so lucky. its really increadible to think about. i've also thought about the many unrequited crushes and loves that i've had...which, fortunatly or not, are many. i just kinda wish that people would stop making this day entirly about being in a relationship and make it more about letting the people you love know that you love them. maybe i just say that because i am not in a relationship...but either way i don't plan on letting this day get the better of me. to those of you in relationships, i hope you have an enjoyable day. to those of you who are not, i sincerely hope that the fact that today is valentines's day doesn't cause you to go and waste a day being sad and depressed. its not worth it. if you do end up feeling sad go find someone to hang out with or something...have fun. this day really isn't ment to cause people pain, don't let it. I LOVE YOU ALL. i know i write that a lot and tell people that often, but it is because i whole-heartedly mean it. I wouldn't say it if i didn't mean it. I LOVE YOU ALL. Current Mood:  awake |
| Sunday, February 13th, 2005 |
| 1:17 am |
hi, my name is awkwardo, nice to meet you. |
| Monday, February 7th, 2005 |
| 8:09 pm |
i'd like to make this a lengthy in-depth entry, but i am simply too tired and i'm feeling guilty because i've been seriously neglecting any of my school related responsabilities. Oklahoma has ended. weird huh?. for the past couple months oklahoma has been happening...and now its not. twas one of the best experiences i've had. a wonderful cast, combined with an insanely dedicated director, combined with an amazing choreographer= Oklahoma. if i had time to sit an brood about it anymore, i think i would be so bored without the wonderfulness that is the oklahoma cast. but unfortunatly i have to continue to be focused, just shift that focus. last week i failed 2 tests. this cannot occur anymore. granted, i'm not going to spend all my time on school, i need to spend time to make sure i'm not failing. Ally's new focuses: ~School ~Fantasticks I also talked to this woman, jessica, who is gonna help me with my stage managers script and such and shes so helpful and nice and she basically told me that i was doing everything right and gave me advice on dealing with people and stuff. she's great. this made me feel really good. something unbearibly exciting: I got the e-mail today about the italy meeting and such. SO FUCKING EXCITING! i can't even bring to words how excited i am. tonight i get back my 2 rolls of film from oklahoma...i'm so excited to see them! i fear that i am going to be quite stressed the next couple of days...considering i haven't been to full day of school since last wednesday. i haven't been to my morning classes since wednesday too. i wanted to meet with some of my teachers to help me, but one of them wasn't here today, the other i couldn't find ANYWHERE, and another had meetings till 4. i hope i don't die. last night driving home from shannon's i just kept thinking about how little i care/d about school. its increadibly difficult to explain simply for the fact that i can't even figure it out myself. but there is just this lingering annoyance about the fact that when i'm in school i have no long term goals. my long term goal when i'm in school...is to get out of school. and by that i mean finish the day...not even graduating. its weird/annoying/awkward/odd. hahaha i must go read of psych. hopefully soboslay will let me retake the test. I LOVE YOU ALLLLL! I MISS OKLAHOMA! [EDIT] a notable qoute from last night: "and then you found jesus?...you know, like finding 5 dollars...but jesus"- the one and only shannon schmichael shmuff Current Mood:  thoughtful |
| Thursday, January 27th, 2005 |
| 7:38 am |
Mr. Howell=stupid. i thought mr. smith was bad, but alas i was wrong. Mr. Smith just can't hear. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. but sitting next to lovely Lila who is creatin bad poetry as i speak...erg...type. anyway. you'd think that after 11 years of teaching computer classes he'd be...not teaching? i forgot where i was going there. i'm tired as all hell. and its bothersomeeee. i'm done. |
| Wednesday, January 26th, 2005 |
| 4:07 pm |
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| Monday, January 24th, 2005 |
| 11:12 pm |
what am i doing? i really don't understand. |
| Thursday, December 30th, 2004 |
| 2:40 pm |
1985 by Bowling for Soup |
"Where's the mini-skirt made of snakeskin?
And who's the other guy that's singing in Van Halen?
When did reality become T.V.?
What ever happened to sitcoms, game shows?"
You took the bitter with the sweet in 2004 - and kept laughing.
| i really like this song too! how coincidental.:) |
| Tuesday, December 28th, 2004 |
| 4:27 pm |
i got into college! I'M NOT GOING TO MC!!!! Dear Adelphi University, Thank you for accepting me into your college. Allison Hersh back up college-check First choice- still working on. i feel so...wanted:) Current Mood:  crazy |
| Saturday, December 25th, 2004 |
| 9:26 pm |
i've decided to re-post this i hope it doesn't taken by EVERYONE or else people will end up not doing any and those of us that did put them on our journals will be sad. please take 2 seconds and send me some nostalgia! Post a memory of me in the comments. It can be anything you want good or bad, just do it! Current Mood: nostalgic |
| Thursday, December 23rd, 2004 |
| 4:03 pm |
a highlight of the day. or many.
highlights of today so far: ~mads "party" haha ~skipping 4th and talking to hartman and such ~skipping 5th and helping carreña/not ~leaving after 5th then going to chill at carreña's house telling her about avenue q and wicked and listening to dane cook. ~Carreña's mother telling me the best married couples are jews and catholics together. oh yeah. i also made a fake note i was planning to use,which i was very proud of, yet still looked very very fake, yet probably would be better than if i had tried to write it myself. and the day continues! tonight: ~going to see Laura in Carousel! ~then maybe going out with the twins and chris h.- but this is a huge maybe. today has been very lovely, for MANY reasons, despite the horrid weather.-i over came my slight seasonal affect disorder! To my lovelies: (aka all the people who read this) If you are not leaving over the break call me and we will chillllll! i promise! i have absolutly no plans and i want to see all of youuuuu! MWAH!!! oh yes, it was also very nice to get compliments on my new eye-liner that was really expensive...it makes it all worth it:) Current Mood:  happy-can you believe it? |
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